Hey, My name is Stamatina.
I know most people wont take the time to read this, but you know what I don't care. But be aware i do change this up a little bit every now and then.
I was born on the gold coast and then moved to Brisbane. I have been through a hell of alot the last two and abit years. I lost the most amazing person in my life, my mummy, To cancer. I also had a massive falling out with my best friend of almost 10 years. But I am extremly thankfull for the people who helped me deal with everything, First of all my Dad, my dad had to put up with me and he is always there for me. He does everything for me! Also my family, my family may have its flaws at times but they are amazing and i love them. I also wouldnt be here with out my beautifull puppies, Bella and Boss they can always put a smile on my face no matter what! Lastly my Boyfriend, Jake. He has put up with me for over 2 years and he will do anything for me. He is my world, my rock and my best friend. He can ALWAYS make me smile, laugh or just be happy even if Im extremly upset, Our relationship may not be "perfect" but what is perfect? I love him with all my heart, and I know we will be together forever. I know most people say we're far to young to be in love or even think of spending the rest of our lives together, but i know in my heart that Jake is the one I'm going to marry.
I was very positive person, I belived that positive thinking can help you achieve anything. In my life I have had to do alot of things on my own, without alot of support. But no matter what i used to try to always be positive. I still will always there for the ones i love. Even if I can't help myself I'm always there to help others.
My blog is my diary, it contains my wants, dreams, hopes, inspirations and even my nightmares.I know i have issues with Anorexia Nervosa and depression and all that shit, and i have been officially diagnosed with various other eating disorders as well. So if you have a problem with it, now is the time to leave. 24/ all i can think about is being thin. People may say, i'm doing everything i do to get attention or eating disorders are stupid, blah blah blah. I don't care. I don't want to recover from my eating disorder. I would rather be skinny than healthy. I will do anything to become sickly thin. I will do whatever i can to be beautiful, if that means starving or purging I will do that. Don't like it? Deal with it!
I am also going through a lot right now and i have become very depressed and have contemplated suicide many times and I have had many attempts. I used to be a person who didn't believe in anything like this but I just can't handle this anymore.
My blog is my way of hiding and also venting everything without anyone in my life knowing. So if you know me personally, please get off my page. Don't scroll down! I hide all my personaly feelings in this blog, it is my diary.
I am also an Aspiring model and Miranda Kerr is my idol, my inspiration and my reason for modeling. I do post up some of my modeling photos every now and then. My Dream, and one of my goals in life is to become an international model and hopefully a Victoria Secret Angel.
I have an obesession with The Beatles, John Lennon and Marilyn Monroe. She is my Inspiration. So you'll see a lot of all of these legends on my blog. I also love One Direction, deal with it. :D I love anything vintage and from the 60's, it was such a better time. Call me Indie, or whatever i really don't care. I don't label myself i Think of myself as unique. I Am going to be who i want to be and no-one, not one single person will make me change that. I am me, i'm not someone else. I am just me. i won't follow trends and i have the guts to wear what i want no matter what others will think or say. If people don't like me or the way i dress or what i like, i say tough! It's because I'm different.
So I hope youve got a good idea of the kind of person I am, Youve got a glimpse of my past, my present and what i hope for my future.
